am i so fragile?

28 09 2009

the melodies of the past just started…and i realized it triggered my tears

no matter what you say i feel that i still am in guilt of ruining your future…

to me you are one whom i will never forget in my life i promise…and i will make my word good

anyway just sidetrack a lil…

PHOBIA2 is a very nice show worth watching dudes and babes out there…

5 Amazing stories and love the last one the most…laugh and scared badly by it





25 09 2009

yesung

thinking of dyeing my hair once again before my new sem starts…

thinking of highlighting this color which i think my scalp would hurt like !@#$

cos gotta bleach at least 3 times to make it this bright…

sj-kangin

or probably bleach it with grey and make it look like him…

but pure grey is abit weird for my preference and perhaps i will add blue…

or orange…im trying to pull off some tricks right now…

if i dun do it young when am i gonna do it…when im a father ?

haha…anyway happy bday dad!





GPA released…

24 09 2009

calculated my own GPA and i gotten….

drum rolls….

3.3 okay to me as i hit what i want but miss by 0.2 to mom’s standard

will strive harder…

thanks God for his blessings towards me to make me salt of the world…

Amen…and praise lord for his blessings Hallelujah





lets not

21 09 2009

saying that this moment is the last to you whom i loved so much
even if you try to turn it back, even if you hold onto me crying, i was the one who said no and bid our farewell

i always act strong,
but i’m a cowardly man didn’t have the confidence to protect you forever and left

don’t love someone like me again
don’t make someone to miss again
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you.. please

hurting, you try to hold me back,
but i’m a cowardly woman who doesn’t have the confidence to give happiness to anyone beside her

don’t love someone like me again
don’t make someone to miss again
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you

even if we are ever to regret our breakup
i can’t do anything but give you our farewell

don’t cry in pain counting the time that’s passed
don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed
one who looks at only you and needs only you
meet someone who loves you so much they can’t go a day without you..

please, i hope that you’ll be happy
let’s never meet again..





items on sale and trade

17 09 2009

contact me for the items at 93393325





Some items off for sale…

16 09 2009

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4month old Gucci Lanyard but still damn new…no furball only some hairline scratch on interlocking G
looking for $170 you know how much it retails at…

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brand new NBHD special messenger bag damn rare going up for grabs
offer wisely people…this bag was for a japan fashion mag…
magazine only had 666copies and only first 300 copies had bag…
wouldnt be as common as Headporter bags…
be unique to own one of these NBHD bags its light weight and cool…
Measurements: 52cm x 26cm x 14cm
Grab it away from me at $70 fast deal

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size 3 OF X CLOT you know how rare this can get…
worn twice condition easily pass off as deadstock…
looking at $170 nego fast deal $150

contact me at 93393325 anytime anyday…will be able to accept trades too

but seriously do not lowball me i dun mind nego for deals and further nego for fast deals

NIQ





to go or not to go…

15 09 2009

im deciding on some major issues in life to walk on or not…

to proceed with a certain path or not…

to compromise certain principles or not to…

seek first the kingdom of God aka most important commandment…

felt abit weared our spiritually since working is hectic

will come to a decision soon…

imma customize my berms tml…muahahaha…

perhaps even jeans?

but its a tiring process and a worn out day for me…

cya





fun @ sentosa…

14 09 2009

went service early cos of the booze and everything…

didnt wanna go to bed cos i know i have a hard time waking if i slept at that time…

so i was online for the 2hours plus until i got ready to go for service…

slept on the bus and coach towards expo and slept a little while waiting for service

after the inspiring preach by Pastor Kong…W520 went on to Sentosa for fun

games and food at Palawan cos Siloso was too full at that point of time for our games…

had pretty much fun and all of us went into the sea at the last moment where we dragged all to come in too

pix will be updated slower cos i must get them one by one…

cheers to that!





drink drank drunk?

13 09 2009

went mahjong awhile with bro at his fren’s place…

nice people nice atmosphere…boring game…lolx…

was there for bout 5hours or so…then proceeded to another fren’s place

her name was amanda…quite a nice chic…with fiona…jialing…and samantha

drank bout 2 dozen of beer….liqours with games…chips and nachos…

golden retrivers are seriously fun and tremendously scary too…

had a wonderful night just came home from that paradise…

not drunk though just had some booze to lighten the mood…

sentosa in hours to come and so is service





there is no more life in me…

11 09 2009

should i deny my own life and live it the way christ wants it to be…

is this the reason why i am struggling so hard between me and my new religion?

am i going to be able to break thru of my old life…

how can i break thru?

solutions needed real fast…